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A Blazing Sun

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Discovered

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 29. Discovered
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence,
Post Word Count: 3167
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!”
29. Discovered

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Overwrought

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 28. Overwrought
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Nuisance

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 27. Nuisance
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence,
Post Word Count: 5545
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Destined

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to upcoming Chapter Twenty-Seven: Nuisance. Jessica is convinced that she and Embry are destined to be together. One-shot. 


~”Finally a guy that was worth it. And just in time for prom..” ~

Jessica

It should have been clear to me when Bella moved to Forks. All the boys noticed her. I mean, who wouldn’t? She was new, and in a town this small, fresh meat was something to fight over. Seriously, a girl would have to be truly hideous—we’re talking hunchback, warts, and maybe a suspicious rash—for guys not to sit up and take notice. Mike, of course, was no exception. He wanted her just as much as every other boy did, and the rest of us just had to sit around and wait for the newness to wear off.

It’s not like there was anything that special about her. She wasn’t all tanned and super-model gorgeous or anything. She didn’t come from money. Her dad was a cop, but that was really the only thing that stood out about her, other than the fact that she was new. We all heard about Eric and Tyler asking her to the dance, and no one really believed her story about being out of town. At least Mike had the good sense to ask me. Bella was never going to be popular if she kept acting like she was too good for this place. But that’s exactly what she did.

At first, I blamed her. You can’t just move to a new town, turn down every boy who asks you out, and expect people to like you. I mean, I tried, but Bella was a little strange. She drove a totally embarrassing truck, barely socialized except when we were at school, and even skipped the spring dance. But even though she acted like she wasn’t interested in dating, she did nothing to discourage the boys from trying. Lauren even pointed out to me how Bella talked to Mike all the time, sat with him sometimes at lunch, and basically did everything to make him think he had a chance. It wasn’t until she sat with Edward Cullen that day that I realized what she’d really been up to.

It seemed to me that she wanted Edward all along. She just didn’t want to burn any bridges if he wasn’t interested. I wouldn’t have been surprised if Edward turned her down and she immediately went after Mike. But for the first time in history, Edward Cullen actually paid attention to someone outside his freaky family. That was about the time Mike and I started dating.

I should have known from the start that Mike was all wrong for me. He tried, but he just couldn’t give me the attention I deserved. That was our problem all along. Mike would act like he liked me, but then he’d go and do something stupid—like make plans with Tyler when we were supposed to go out together. And the only time he mentioned love was when it had to do with sex. It didn’t matter, anyway. We just weren’t meant to be. He still followed Bella around all the time, pretty much ignored my feelings, and basically showed me just how much of a jerk he could be. I couldn’t really hate Bella for that. In fact, she kind of did me a favor. If it hadn’t been for her, I’d still be trying to get Mike’s attention. And I wouldn’t have met Embry.

Embry. Now there was a real man if I ever saw one. Even Lauren was jealous of me! I just hoped she didn’t go all Single White Female on me like she did Bella. She’d already tried to steal Bella’s boyfriend. Next, she’d probably stop hitting the tanning bed and go buy an ugly old truck. But what did I care about Lauren? I had Embry. He was totally hot, really funny, and he was into me! Finally a guy that was worth it. And just in time for prom.

The drive to all the way out to La Push kind of sucked, but I could deal with it. Embry hadn’t called like he said he would, but then again, there’d been all that arson stuff going on. The phone lines were probably messed up. I mean, I checked, and my line worked fine, so there must have been something wrong on his end. That made sense, right?

I took a quick look in the mirror and added some lip gloss. There. Perfect.

I was parked in front of a really tiny building that looked a lot like an old shed. It didn’t look like much of a house, at least not any that I was used to. The driveway wasn’t even paved and the yard was mostly dirt with a few weeds thrown in. The front half of an old truck was sitting to the side of the house, and I couldn’t help but stare. Why on earth would anyone have just half a truck? It was kind of creepy to think that anyone lived here, but the fading numbers on the mailbox matched what the old man at that little store said. This was where Embry Call lived. Hmmmm…Call. Jessica Call. Yeah, that could work.

I knocked on the door and waited. And waited. I could hear a TV, but the shades were pulled, so there was no way for me to know if anyone was inside. I had to assume someone was, though. It’s not like they’d have to leave the TV on to deter thieves or anything. It really didn’t look like the kind of place where there’d be anything worth stealing. I knocked again, this time a lot louder, and some flakes of paint snowed down around me. This place could definitely use an upgrade—or ten.

Finally I heard a kind of shuffling noise coming from inside. Maybe I’d woken him up. I wondered what he’d look like fresh out of bed. My guess? HOT!

“Who are you?”

She looked a little insane, and with her bad sense of style and hygeine, trying to pin down her age was impossible. And wow. She really smelled like alcohol.

“Ah…I’m Jessica. I must have the wrong house. I was looking for Embry?”

Surely this wasn’t his mom. She stood there in the doorway staring at me for what seemed like forever. Her hair was sticking out in every direction and she was wearing this really hideous dress—kind of like you see on those poor people in movies set back in the forties or something. It was all baggy and faded, and really a little dirty from the looks of it. And she had dark circles under her eyes. I couldn’t tell if it was her complexion or if that was smeared mascara, but either way she seriously needed to invest in some skin cream. She lifted a cigarette to her mouth and took a big puff, not even trying to avoid getting smoke in my face.

“He’s not here,” she said. “Usually isn’t. Try Jake’s. “

“Ah…where’s that?” I asked.

She pointed at the road and hooked her finger to the left. And with that she just shut the door in my face. Could that really have been his mom? Clearly the looks didn’t run in her side of the family.

I had no idea where I was going, but I drove down the badly paved road in the direction she’d pointed. Every so often, I’d see a couple of houses, some of them looking abandoned, and none of them much bigger than the crazy lady’s house. Boy, when Lauren said the people out here were poor, she was right.

I was about to give up and turn around when I spotted Bella’s funny old truck. It was parked in front of another little house, this one looking a bit more lived in, and so I pulled in beside it. There was a lot of noise coming from inside, like they were having a party or something.

Again I knocked, and again there was no answer. So I banged a little louder, and finally someone came to the door. She was really pretty, and for a second I thought it might have been that psycho that threatened Lauren, but this one had longer hair.

“Who the hell are you?”

Clearly etiquette was not a high priority in La Push. In any case, I thought it would be smart to show her my best side. After all, if Embry and I were going to be together, I needed to make friends with these people. I would just have to pretend she wasn’t being so rude and get what I came for.

“Is Embry here?” I asked cheerfully.

“Why?”

“Ummmm…” That really wasn’t the response I was expecting, and I was shocked into silence for a second. “I’m Jessica,” I said. “I was just…around…so I thought I’d drop by and see him.”

Her expression changed, but I couldn’t quite make out what she was thinking.

“You’re Jessica? From last night?”

“Yep, that’s me!” I was thrilled. It bode well for us that he’d already told everyone about me.

“Hey, Embry! Your woman’s here!” she yelled over her shoulder. She had a bright smile on her face now, and I couldn’t have been happier.

“My what?” I heard him ask. He sounded surprised and annoyed, probably because she’d called me his “woman.” I was willing to bet he’d have a much sweeter title for me.

She walked away just as the door opened wider.

“Hi!” I said excitedly, settling in his lap. He was a strong guy. He could handle it.

And he was definitely surprised. This was such a good idea!

“Uh, hi,” he said hesitantly. Awwww, he’s shy!

He was even better looking than he was the night before. His choice of outfit wasn’t anything to brag about—a plain white t-shirt and cut off sweats, but I could help him with that.

Embry’s friends didn’t stick around long, and honestly, I was hoping we wouldn’t either. He’d been so sweet last night when it was just us out by the Timber Museum, and I had the feeling he wanted to be alone just as much as I did. Unfortunately, we were at Jake’s house, and he and Bella weren’t going anywhere anytime soon. I thought about asking if he wanted to go to his place, but then I remembered the crazy woman and the half-truck. Plus, Bella asked me to help her with the dishes.

“So, Bella…Do you guys do this breakfast thing often?” I asked. It seemed like fun, even if it was a little too domestic for me.

“Ah…well, since school was canceled we just…it seemed…you know how I like to cook,” she said nervously.

I didn’t know what she had to be nervous about, though. It’s not like she’d spent the night or anything. Bella was way too much of a prude for anything like that.

“Really? I didn’t know that. That’s cool, though,” I said. Then I had the best idea. “Oooooh! I should make dinner for Embry! What should I make? Do you know what he likes?” After all, the way to a man’s stomach…

“He likes pizza!” Jake yelled helpfully.

Great. I should have known it wouldn’t have been that easy. I mean, how do you make pizza? I could do one of those mixes that comes with the crust, but that just seemed like too much work. And for someone who liked to cook, Bella sure wasn’t any help.

Embry and I ended up hanging out with Jake and Bella all morning. I suggested a few things we could go do together, but Embry always had a reason not to. He wasn’t interested in any movies that were out, the waves were bad for surfing, the water was cold for swimming, and the drive to Port Angeles was too long to go find anything else cool to do. And he kept pulling Bella into our conversation.

I almost got upset about it, thinking this was Mike all over again. I mean, he had acted awfully friendly with her when he’d dropped by our school. But then I realized he was really just trying to be nice. He probably felt sorry for her after that whole Lauren thing, and as Jake’s friend, it was kind of his job. I guess as Embry’s girlfriend that was my job now, too.

Still, I was relieved when we finally left. Jake and Bella were fighting about something, so they needed to be alone and work it out. Bella probably just didn’t want anyone knowing that her relationship was in trouble, and I felt bad for her. But at least Embry and I were good. Now I just needed to get him to change into some decent clothes so I could take him to meet my mom. I knew she was going to love him just as much as I did.

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Quiet

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 26. Quiet
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Unrest

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 25. Unrest
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Union

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 24. Union
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Homecoming

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 23. Homecoming
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Waiting

Story Title: Breathe Again by ysar
Chapter: 22. Waiting
Genre: Twilight – Romance / Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Bella/Jacob
Details: AU
Rating: M/R
Warnings: Strong Language, Violence, 
Status: Work In Progress
Summary: “If Alice hadn’t seen Bella cliff-dive, what would have happened? Would Bella have given in to her feelings for Jacob? Was she even capable of moving on? Victoria’s hunting, Edward’s coming back—and that’s just the beginning!” Read more

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Pursuit

Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Chapter Twenty Two: Waiting. Victoria pieces togetherthe circumstances behind James’s disappearance and plans her revenge. One-shot.  

~ He was my killer and my savior. And now he was nothing. ~

 

~ A part of me was gone.  I could still see his soft red eyes and feel the gentle curtain of his blond hair brushing against my cheek.  When I breathed deeply enough I could imagine his sweet scent filling my lungs.  I had to find him. ~

 

Victoria

He was everything. He was my friend, making me laugh when this life we led was anything but funny. He was my companion, saving me from the mind-numbing solitude our kind so often faced. He was my lover, offering me his arms, his heart, his soul for eternity. He was my killer and my maker and my savior. And now he was nothing.

Before he left, we’d agreed to meet up again at an old mining museum outside Vancouver. It was our usual arrangement. He’d go off in search of some delectable prey, and then we’d come together again in a day or two. This particular chase was more of a challenge, which was a big part of the draw, and we both knew it would take a little longer than usual.

I waited for two weeks, but there was no sign of him. I tried telling myself he was distracted, still on the hunt, but in my silent heart I knew better. 

After the first few days, the agony set in. I couldn’t hunt. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t live without him. The hours became days became weeks…until finally something took over me. At first I thought it was just my thirst. I’d gone so long without blood that I was weak and disoriented. I pounced on the first human that strayed in my direction, with no regard for witnesses or secrecy. Too late I noticed he wasn’t alone, and I had to drain his companion as well. I relished a certain degree of satisfaction in my kill. I was doing a good deed, a kind service to them. I was guaranteeing that neither would remain without the other. If only fate had shown me the same kindness.

The fire in my throat was quenched, but the flames in my soul still raged. A part of me was gone. I could still see his soft red eyes and feel the gentle curtain of his blond hair brushing against my cheek. When I breathed deeply enough I could imagine his sweet scent filling my lungs. I had to find him.

I followed the same directions I’d given him, racing south to Phoenix, refusing to rest until I found it, the address I’d discovered for him. A car was in the driveway and lights were on, but the house was empty. I paused and listened carefully, but the only heartbeat I heard was too small, too fast to be human. A cat darted from the shadows, hissing and baring its teeth at me before it regained its wits and disappeared into a storm drain.

His scent was everywhere, but it was weak. I rounded the house and entered through the back, tearing the door from its hinges as I hurried in my search for clues. It was the perfect little human domicile, everything appearing ordinary to the unschooled eye. But I was searching for something no one could see.

I followed the same path he’d taken so recently. His scent was strongest wherever remnants of her life here were displayed…her old room, her photos displayed neatly in cheap frames, and the video cases beneath the television. But that’s where the clues ended. There was nothing to tell me where he had gone, what he had done, who had taken him from me. Conceding defeat, I left, intent on wandering the streets until I found him.

I happened upon his scent again outside. It was faint, but it had direction. I followed it through the night until I reached a small dance studio, and that’s when my worst fear was realized.

Everything smelled new. New paint, new flooring, new glass. The chemical stench was nearly overwhelming as I disabled the recently added alarm system and let myself in. But it couldn’t hide the smell of death. Mildew, still undetectable by humans, was growing behind the freshly painted walls. Faint traces of soot lingered on the ceiling. And the unique scent of burned vampire permeated everything. There was only one thing left to do: find her.

There was a reason James was a tracker and I was not. While I thrilled in the kill and enjoyed the hunt, I always overlooked important details. This time was no exception. In my haste to find my mate, I’d failed to look for clues in the most likely place…that sleepy little town where the nightmare had begun.

I headed north again, leaving the desolate landscape of Arizona behind me, and I soon found myself in the same lush clearing where we’d met them, the strange vampires with golden eyes. I didn’t know where else to look. That had always been James’s specialty.

I tried to remember what he’d taught me, straining to recall little details about this odd coven. I knew they had a permanent home here, one where they lived among and interacted with humans, but I knew nothing else. And I needed to hunt.

The woods around the town were filled with prey. Wandering hikers, nature lovers, ignorant tourists taking in the scenery. Before long I’d quenched my thirst, and I was eager to descend into the small community. But just as quickly, I caught the scent of something putrid, something rotten, something…canine?

I’d heard stories of these wolves, our only natural enemies. They changed by the full moon and wandered the night, occasionally killing vampires in their changed forms. But I’d never seen them, and I’d certainly never expected so many. They were enormous, fast, and not the least bit afraid of me. It was unnerving how quickly they took up chase, and I was forced to leave my last meal unfinished as I ran for my life.

It became the norm. No matter what path I took, no matter what time of day or night, they were always there, always waiting for me. The second I neared civilization, they were on my heels. They were worse than the legends. They ran in a pack, and they changed whenever they wished. In broad daylight, when the moon was waning, any time I was close. They refused to give up. And so did I.

Realizing I needed help, I tracked Laurent north into the mountains and snow, finally reaching him outside a small village in what I thought might be Alaska. I nearly attacked him on sight, a raging fury overtaking me at the sight of his golden eyes. But he held me off long enough that the small ring of red in his irises finally caught my attention, and in the end, he agreed to help me.

He gave me some small bits of information about the coven I sought, the Cullens, and about the frail human girl who’d destroyed everything. While I’d been searching for my mate, Laurent had been holed up in a home with a similar coven. They practiced the same diet as the Cullens, and they considered themselves a “family.” They’d been welcoming and helpful, and Laurent had found himself quite taken with one of the females, but he’d left, unable to fully acclimate to their lifestyle. It made me resent him all the more.

We agreed that he would go back first, survey the area, and return to me with more information. He also confirmed my worst suspicion. The boy, the youngest looking Cullen had been infatuated with the human girl, and he’d vowed to protect her with his life. In doing so, he most likely took the life of my mate. I would make certain he regretted it.

Laurent had not returned. As had happened with James, he’d been gone for too long. Only this time I didn’t grieve. In fact, a small part of me celebrated, hoping fate had led him straight into the jaws of those monstrous wolves. It would have been what he deserved after turning away from us and going to the Cullens with his warnings. And it gave me an idea.

The Cullens had only succeeded because there had been so many of them. One on one, or even two on one, James would have defeated them easily. But seven vampires had a decided advantage, even against such a fighter as James. And I was facing similar odds with the wolves. I needed back-up.

I would assemble a new coven, a miniature army, a group of vampires who would rage to the death by my side. But not just any vampires. Newborns. They would be disposable, easy to lead, looking to me for guidance. And I would tell them of the sweet blood of the little human girl, of her threat to us. They would yearn for her blood as I yearned for revenge, and our numbers would guarantee our success.

If fate was kind, I would not survive the attack, but I would achieve my goal. The Cullen boy would suffer as I had. He would lose his mate and rue his existence. He would live out eternity in a hellish solitude. And he would pay for taking my James from me.

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